an you see whats ery wrong?

okae. lots or ery bad things happening these past few days. first was that ipod sreen protetor i got from the it show. bloody shit. i srewed it up and wasted eight buks. i an blame the damn instrutions but i think i should hae been alot smarter. net is how bad i feel after sunday. there hae been alot of hanges reently and i'm not really ery happy with the effet its haing on my life. but the thing is, my opinions dont seem to matter in the bigger piture. so i ant seem to do muh. so i just want to apologie to whom it may onern. i think tomorrow i hae some eplanation to do. ): and third is how muh time i'm spending thinking about ery srewed up things. i hate to admit it but right now i really feel like something is absent. i'm missing something irreplaable. ant eplain that feeling but its a ery srewed up feeling and i ant get it out of my head. but i want to keep thinking about it you see? like ontraditory but i ant deide whih. i keep staring at something i should not be haing and i keep wondering whether its worth it. my wardrobe epanded some more by roughly three piees. nie. i like. but still dont hae the radiohead shirt. someone bought from far east. damn sad. searhing ebay already. must get it. and today's studying session at a friends house only moderately produtie whih appeared to be my fault but i ant figure out why. but i think i wont spent so muh time at friends house sine for me the most produtie time is time spent alone. and to top it off, if it isnt bad enough that the heartware spoil, the hardware also f***ed up. damn tired of opy and pasting the missing things. shit lah. at least got some good things. like being able to put the trais dd on my ipod so i an wath the ideos wheneer i want. (: must buy the d tomorrow. and maybe another sreen protetor.